Torn apart
You might wish for a time machine and think in your mind: if only
I can repair that single mistake or bad choice.
Nevertheless, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger and you will get
through it: like the phoenix who raises from its ashes more powerful and
flamboyant. Furthermore, you would have learned a life’s lesson for the next
chapter in your life.
Why are you trying to say goodbye? It takes a while because you truly
didn’t want to hurt the one you loved and still do. You were putting their own
happiness before yours. However, you’re both just heading towards the
inevitable it’s all been shacking down for a while.
Sometimes success gets in the way and it becomes intimidating, forcing
you to live low so they can achieve their dreams and you stay a spectator.
We’re all humans and while some can hold their urges others are
known to roam free like wild horses. They will feel nostalgic but it’s not a planned thing; everything
new is bright and shiny and the old is dim.
It’s true that miles separating 2 hearts is only a short distance
and the yearning will make your love stronger.
But it is true that distance is equal to the unknown, your mind
will start playing tricks on you, then comes the assuming part, over analyzing
…and the lies.
The separation maybe premature, but when your love is strong you
need time to start the healing process, each will move at his own paste. He or
she may be your entire life story or just a chapter.
Either way, it’s your story to write and you decide the length of
each chapter, it may be a one chapter story or poem or if you feel the next
chapter is even better then you have to close the old one to start
the new.
It’s a paradox in a way, when you know that from now and forever
the duality of your relationship means only one can be happy at the expense of
the other.
It’s time to say goodbye when you know you can be happy with someone
else
It’s time to say goodbye when you’re looking for any excuse to
break it up
It’s time to say goodbye when all trust is lost
It’s time to say goodbye when the love you felt so strong turns
bitter
It’s time to say goodbye when you cry yourself to sleep
It’s time to say goodbye when you’re heart starts beating for
someone else
It’s time to say goodbye when you don’t care about anything
anymore
It’s time to say goodbye when you put on a mask and pretend all is
well when you’re slowly withering from the inside
~The end ~
Or is it?
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