Showing posts with label dark. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dark. Show all posts

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Posted by Elie gh On 10:51 PM

The Deep Dark Sea

     Mermaids, goddesses of the sea, envied by all for their beauty and immortality.
Swimming in the vast sea, free, no boundaries, no secrets, no lies…Nevertheless, with such bountiful gifts comes a heavy burden, for a mermaid  has a cold heart, one as cold as the winter sea she so freely and ironically swims in.

A heart that may never know love, a heart that sleeps and cannot feel the warmth of human emotions.
Growing up as children, we often heard fairy tales of mermaids falling in love with humans, at that moment their heart awakens, blood starts pumping in and the warmth fills their bodies.

She so desperately yearns to become human, but few stories actually have been told about humans desiring to be turned into mere people.

“I want my body to be set to sail the seven seas, free, untamed, and unburied”
In a few occasions, the call of the deep blue sea is hard to resist, because there are no secrets under the sea.

If you knew a secret would you tell it?

It is critical if someone is being lied to and you hold within you the answers.
The truth will set you free but you might hurt someone and make everything worst.
Many people would rather live a lie than to accept the truth, for it is too harsh to deal with.

Would you protect them or force them to face their demons?

“They don’t want you to worry about them, they are strong, even if your happiness no longer resides next to them especially that next to them is far away.

After every soul is asleep, the night is embraced, all is silent, the clam sea shields what lies beneath, the silent broken by a wave crashing on the rocky coast.



A shift occurs, the new identity is embraced, for the sea is a traitorous mistress; one whose fury can swallow worlds.

The deep dark sea hides it all, keeping the knowledge to yourself will make you suffer alone in agony masking what lies beneath by a serene surface.

If you pour you heart into this vast sea, how insignificant would it be?

Waves, they come from the deep, carrying you to me. Whatever you may try to hide, the tempest will make it rise.

The fury of the sea has no boundaries, in a fraction of a second it can turn from clear blue and breezy into a raging typhoon.
When humans see the calm surface, they tend to forget that beneath dwells hidden a bottomless pit boiling up.

However, it knows your deepest secrets, insecurities and desires.
The fate of the entire planet depends on the sea, it has too much to care for, yet the wind blows her lover and best friend away.

     Finally, she knows everyone’s secrets, they come to sit on the shore and confide in her. She knows your secrets, yet she fears opening up to you, she fears driving you off the edge of the cliff and into her abyss.


Thursday, June 6, 2013

Posted by Elie gh On 10:10 PM
Dark Reflection


       (Before I start, I dedicate this post to Carol who recently stumbled upon my blog, and showed so much interest and support, you motivated me to continue with full force and sorry to my dear readers for the one month break but will explain it in an upcoming post). 



  Why are tears salty? A question I have never really asked myself, the answer when you think of it is pure biology and a simple one might I add: salt kills bacteria which are secreted through your eyes and help you heal.

However, the emotional reason couldn't be further from the truth, help us heal? Some of us already have trouble crying, I for one cry on rare occasions but when I do it is usually waterfalls.

Not all tears are evil, when you reach a boiling point, crying is one of the only healthy and normal outlets. But can it heal? If it does we wouldn't stop crying at every occasion. Can tears heal a broken heart? Can tears awaken a deceased loved one? Can they fill the loneliness and shatter the silence of the night.

Can tears make us happy afterwards? Can they fill the void in our soul?
I am not sure about that, all I know is at least we are showing emotions, we are not dead from the inside, a small light is still shimmering.

You cry when everyone has turned their backs on you, each to their own despair and life.
When you stuck by everyone’s side through every single ordeal, you turn your back for once second and you realize you have been deserted, a lonely trooper in the desert facing all odds.




If you pulled yourself together and managed to keep a veil, fooling your entourage for a second, what will lead you to despair is their nonchalance, they will keep stabbing you till the last drop of blood.
They are oblivious, fine!  But let them at least be courteous enough to leave you on your own.

Do you still recognize that person in the mirror? Who is she/he? Is it just a reflection, a dark figure with an empty glare?
Along the road, you lost yourself without even realizing it, life has taken its toll. However, your eyes see through it, you may be able to fool everyone but that voice inside your head will whisper you the sad truth.

Let us go back in time when things were simpler, it may be a couple of weeks ago or maybe ages, where was your sanctuary? That unforgettable trip to your favorite spot? In your mother’s arm when everything was safe? Or maybe enjoying a nice diner with that soul mate whom you might have eventually got married to or regretted letting them slip through your fingers.

Yes, life is full of regrets, but I wouldn't call it regret but rather experiences, may it be pleasant or may it be gloomy. We regret or miss something or someone only after they are out of the picture.
We only miss the warmth till it is cold, we only miss the light till it is dark, and we only miss the heartbeat till it stops.

You don’t care about anything anymore, you lost your passion, your motivation your drive, your essence. Let the wind take you in all directions, swirling to infinity.

You are scared of being intimate with yourself and opening up, keeping everything buried deep, trying to ignore those epiphany moments when the truth surges to the surface and hits you in the face.
The reasons and causes are just right in front of your eyes, you decide, you have every reason to stay, and fight, also inevitably every reason to surrender and leave.


Life is full of choices, we make it and stir it as we desire. Dare to be stupid, dare to make mistakes but never lose that innocence and purity at heart.